Post by Deleted on May 25, 2015 16:06:03 GMT -5
Alcholism
05/07/15 at 22:12:07 Quote This is a serious subject for once. Might be too serious/depressing for some, but I'm trying to reach out and figure this shit out.
My girlfriend left me and took her family with her. She has a little boy I took in as my own and fell in love with and she is currently pregnant with my first child.
We obviously had some issues, nothing too serious, or so I thought. My life revolved around taking care of these two day in and day out. It was my drive in life.
So now I've lost my home and my family and I'm living in a cramped house full of people I don't want to be around, but its that or the streets.
As the title suggest I've taken to drinking to try and sooth the ache, but it only works so much. It ends up in drinking more and more because the same amount cannot suppress the feelings anymore.
It gets worse at work when I can't drink. I find myself getting angry and unmotivated.
Worst of it is I'm missing all of the pregnancy. It may not be special to some people, but it is to me. She's a very strong independent woman and I'm codependent and I know I am. So I'm having way more issues with this.
I've tried distracting myself, keeping myself busy, playing games, hanging out with friends, but it just creeps in and infects you like a disease.
Heartache is a bitch when you've loved someone for 10 years.
I just need some advice, or a good laugh, something to curb the urge. I'm struggling with the bottle and I'm hoping reaching out to you guys will help.
Once that baby is born I'm sure my whole world will change, if she lets me around without issue.
05/07/15 at 22:12:07 Quote This is a serious subject for once. Might be too serious/depressing for some, but I'm trying to reach out and figure this shit out.
My girlfriend left me and took her family with her. She has a little boy I took in as my own and fell in love with and she is currently pregnant with my first child.
We obviously had some issues, nothing too serious, or so I thought. My life revolved around taking care of these two day in and day out. It was my drive in life.
So now I've lost my home and my family and I'm living in a cramped house full of people I don't want to be around, but its that or the streets.
As the title suggest I've taken to drinking to try and sooth the ache, but it only works so much. It ends up in drinking more and more because the same amount cannot suppress the feelings anymore.
It gets worse at work when I can't drink. I find myself getting angry and unmotivated.
Worst of it is I'm missing all of the pregnancy. It may not be special to some people, but it is to me. She's a very strong independent woman and I'm codependent and I know I am. So I'm having way more issues with this.
I've tried distracting myself, keeping myself busy, playing games, hanging out with friends, but it just creeps in and infects you like a disease.
Heartache is a bitch when you've loved someone for 10 years.
I just need some advice, or a good laugh, something to curb the urge. I'm struggling with the bottle and I'm hoping reaching out to you guys will help.
Once that baby is born I'm sure my whole world will change, if she lets me around without issue.